i realized recently that i always kind of blogged last year when i had decided feelings on some particular part of my life or thoughts. my silence is, then, probably due to a lack of resolution this summer. It's like a feeling that of course, I can only imagine...but nonetheless, moving from a decently smooth cold river to a frozen lake, where you see a billion frozen fish around you and the ice is somehow your mind...you don't know which fish is the most like you, which ones are dangerous, or which place on the bottom of the lake is the most fitting for your comfort or well-being. All you can do is stare and observe the clear crystal statues of elements around you..no going forward or backward. wow i sound crazy haha but seriously i'm going crazy. Shmrrrrghh.
This post sounds really negative, but I don't really know if it is. Let's just call it flat
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